nurturing

what a way to piss away a saturday. i had a migraine today and nausea, perhaps brought on by some gelatinous bacon i had this morning. it seemed like a good idea at the time... seemed like a good idea at the time.

i wanted to go to a festival and fireworks tonight, but i didn't. instead i stayed in and watched a movie and nursed my aching head and stomach. i'm always sick these days, which is a serious bummer. but i am trying to make good on my resolution to go to the beach every weekend - hasn't happened yet today, but there's always sunday.

just five more weeks of work before i get to go back to school. i love school. sometimes i think i'm not cut out for the real world. i like to be nurtured, and i'm sure nurturing happens all that much in the world of corporate law. but i don't think i want to be a corporate lawyer, at least not one that actually works for corporations (as opposed to against them) so i've got to figure that part out too. hmm. it's easy to see how people get sucked into this world though. i need to ask the universe to bring me a mentor.

this year should be sweet - just three days of classes a week first semester. i must think of something to take up - some volunteering perhaps?